Needed you

Today is the day I get my biopsy. As I lay here on the stretcher and wait for the nurse practitioner to escort me to the procedure, I cannot help but think. This is when I needed you the most. Am I being dramatic? Could I be over thinking? As independent as I may seem, of course I’d need and want my hand to be held during this time. So does that mean I am needy? I’m all women but a little girl in some parts.. I feel like this is when I needed you. To tell me everything is going to be okay even if I know it is or if I felt it won’t.